Is it even possible to fall in love over the internet?
Never really met the person over the other side of the computer screen..
Only wecam and talking non-stop..
Is it even real?
Or is it out of desperation that i'm doing it?
Just like my last relatioonship..
Listening to songs..
Filling my head with fantasy and bizzare thinking..

i should really take control of my life more often.
i realised that i have this adoptive ahbit or attitude where the longer i get to know a person or the longer i am in a place.. I will slowly change to it.. Adopting new attitude, new views.. just a transformation.. Sometimes i feel really stupid.. ><

i guess it is time i fix myself first before i can fix others .. ><

God help me to be more resilient and guide my wholebody to be your Glory Light..