Maybe I'm just being ignorant or just plain too nice..

better to be blunt, i'm just plain fucking stupid..

but one thing that hit me hard is the distance..

I have everything I want in her, everything I need, everything I could ask for..

yet something have to come and @#$% it up like it always do..

stay as friends while in love??? despite the distance.. that is a real bitch..

what is more of a bitch is my sister is going to talk to her if i dont break it off :(

how do i break something off that loves...

then again love isnt everything..

when you know you love each other, is there already a commitment???

that thing that joins both of you together is love..

the best part is that she pointed out that we both dont even know where we stand..

I agree with it but I overlook it..

one of these days, i have to let her go and hope in the future something will happen :'|

and maybe find someone else.. and i hope that someone else..

i hope something good comes along..

because i'm sick and tired of feeling like this..

she may know what I had to go through..

but she will never understand how fucked up I am and what I feel..

hearing others story, you can only imagine the pain and heartache they go through..

but you will never really know the pain.. it maybe the same with everyone but yet it is so different to each individual..

~they say true love hurts, well this could almost kill me~

~i would give it all to not be sleeping alone~

- the harold song - Kesha -

i'm a very physical affectionate person.. but go the distance for her,

i hope she understands how much I am giving up and that she will realised

just because I can wait, dont make me do so..