too long..

it has been a while since i update this blog..
well was more on tumblr than here..

nowadays i'm pretty much quite lazy..
at times i procrastinate till last time.. haha
it is already september and its going to be october soon..
and that means 10 months have almost gone by this year..

i felt this year moved faster than the last..
well maybe because i have been working and studying at the same time..
and alot of shits have gone down from december 2009 till may 2010..

i guess now i'll just wait patiently and let time wat it does best.. -heal-

on the other note, i called my sister today.. or just now
and i'm starting to feel a little bit better now..

for the past few days, i have been quite emo. the memory of me and her starts flowing back in.
i won't deny that i still miss her and that thing between us..
but then again, it's over already on her account..

so now i'll just wait and i'll still enjoy life as it is..
and be that happy boy that i always want to be.. ^__^