Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Used to be

Staring at a white paper

Staring at the pictures that was drawn on it

Seeing the ups and downs

Watching the great times

Wondering how are they doing

Imagine what it would be like if he never left her

Feeling half-empty of anger and confusion

Know that he has half-full of energy to pull through

Wishing he never exist in the first place

But if he did, he would have never see the smiling faces

He would have never felt her love

The love that was able to separate his heart and his mind

That kind of love that he wished for

That kind of love that he didn’t have control over

He had to gave up one way or the other

Either ways were painful and forceful

Those feelings never really left

So he engraved it on his heart

So that he will never forget what it is like

To be loved by her and to love her

Hoping for a better day with better chances

Where his heart is keep in a safe place

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