Friend's 21st

I know I promised a new skin for kind of a long time. I’m trying to find a skin that fits with my blog’s url. If I can’t, then I would most probably change my blog’s url to something more suitable.

I was thinking about something or someone today. Thinking about this girl that I sort of fallen for. For starters, I knew her from church. I remember the first time I saw her, she reminded me of her. She was really warm and nice to talk to but more approachable than her. It is true though. Anyways, I found out that... Maybe “found out” isn’t the word for it; it was more of an “I knew it from seeing it” thing. Well, it was at a friend’s 21st Birthday party. I saw she was being kind of close to another guy that I just knew recently. I wasn’t jealous and that I can say with a steady heart. I sort of knew it already few weeks ago. Not few weeks ago, but maybe for some time ago. It is just something that I have for kind of a long time. Anyways, I saw how happy both of them were and how she was happy. Then I just decided to just be friends because I don’t like to a party pooper or a BGR wrecker. It’s just not my forte and never was. Plus, it didn’t a bit because my feelings for her were shallow. It was probably based on that she was cute and pretty: and that she was nice to talk to.

She is a pretty cool person. I won’t mind her being my elder sister. It would be even cooler. Anyways, I didn’t get to catch up much with her at my friend’s 21st because I was the BBQ chef/cook. I was waiting for my friend aka Birthday Boy at Batman Avenue *Keep that name in mind* to be picked up. I got to the venue with him to help him set-up some decoration. So it was heaps fun; met some new people and bonded with some old ones over the BBQ pit. What a weird place to be bonding! At the end of the day, my hands smelled like steak/lamb chop. It was all good. The guests had enough to eat and there were some leftovers. Well, not some; the leftovers were kind of a lot. But no fear, Birthday Boy and his roommates can have the leftovers for dinner/lunch. After the party had ended, I join 2 of my friend *doctor and scientific psychologist* for some bubble tea. They both ordered something which I have forgotten and the only thing I heard from the SP is red milk tea. I ordered a green milk tea with green apple flavour. Thought it would be awesome; it did but it also left a funny after taste.
I wanted to blog something kind of semi-emo but after talking about her; I kind of didn’t want to. Her birthday is just round the corner. It is like 4 days before mine.

As I was thinking of a present for her, I thought of getting 2 of her friends that I knew recently and make a video as her birthday present. A video that included everyone that knew her and also her cell members saying nice things to her and that kind of stuff. Then it also reminded me that it was around exam period and how is it going to be accomplished. I felt kind of down and ask myself why does every time I want to do something nice it is always at the wrong time slot. Well, I guessed it’s a gamble I have to take. Plus I also got few other birthday presents that I have to complete.

I think that’s all from me.
Regards to my friend’s friend whose grandpa died; and his beloved cousin’s wife died.
My heart goes out for both of them. I know what it is like *wink*
Until next time peepz,
This is Jason signing off.
Peacez!

PS: I would most probably do a VLOG the next time around and see how is it.. =D