Worth it

Every since I have a girlfriend, I have realized two things about myself - having patience (but occasionally still get mad) and being selfless. Selfless not in the way that i give sleep and study time (i do sometimes) but in a way that I want to finish my undergraduate degree because I got someone that I'm willing to bust my ass for. I know it may seem far fetch that one day we will get married and have kids (I will but hopefully is her).
Like every uni student, there are times we leave our assignment to last minute (well most of us, last semester i didnt but this semester i did).

I have a habit of giving up easily when the pressure gets worst and worst esp with deadlines. I will just tell myself that's it, i'm gone people, bye! Only on my studies and books for some reason. I'm matured enough to know that sometimes we have to do things we dont like because in that only we will grow to be better. So the next best thing I do is procrastinate (BIG SMILE) yes! we all procrastinate even when I tell my girlfriend not to, I still do (time to eat your own dirt boy! ha! -__-)

If i recall, 2 years back, if I was to face with this kind of situation, I will usually just stop and give up because all I am doing is what parents tell me which is to graduate and get a degree. Honestly I thought it was boring and I still do but now that I'm working, I understand the importance of it but I still think its boring because there is other ways that I can earn money - I feel that skilled labour is one of them or commonly known as blue collar. People who are rich and wealthy, they are drop outs from college e.g. Albert Einstein, Steve Jobs, Bills Gates.
thats just my view. The thing is i dont give up anymore because I have a girl whom I wanna marry and be able to support her. I have the strength to push through and make it through.

Its not easy especially when arguing with her and its long distance. I know is that I got someone and something to look forward to. I know I can do it and I will be able to do it :)

this is the way I de-stress, reminding myself what is that made me motivated :)
self perseverance :D