I've no idea why I'm so affected and being so emotional. The stories she told me? I dont know but I have this thing that wants to shut her down and say its wrong. It was in the afternoon, i dont know how my age can make her feel far away from me? I know that is quite a huge gap but didnt we get over that. Doesn't she knows that it means nothing to me?

then i dont know. jealousy would be right because she wants to talk to me but spend the next hour not replying, talking to her best friend about the girl he was flirting with; seemingly which she portray herself as being horny. i just find it wrong to continue to play with her? i might sound like i'm contracting but he is dating someone? and she is encouraging him to continue to flirt with the mysterious girl?

like I know its fun but to push to that kind of level? and i'm not surprised that her best friend is still continuing flirting with the girl

i'm not trying to be judgemental but this mix feeling about morals? its somewhat the same way i feel about her playing poker on a daily basis. its the fb game, not really money
like its not wrong but everyday? serious?

while she blabbers on about her best friends, I'm kinda hurting because my parents.
idk maybe me being in this state isnt very good?

i need to chill, clear my mind, calm down....

~say tomorrow, I can't follow you there, just close your eyes, and sing for you~
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