my headache is getting increasingly painful due to the lack of sleep and including my weight gain. not a good sign. work on the other hand is another contributing factor to it due to the amount of stress. i try to blow it out by laughing or just chillaxing :) or where i just want to be left alone.

i got so many things in my mind that i want to put it here but i dont know where to start. there seems to be a traffic of thoughts is just flowing over and over again in my mind. as far as i can tell, it is useless and nonsense thought. maybe generated from the lack of sleep and constant pressure from work/parents.

note to self: sleep please.. your brain isnt taking it well already.. if this goes on, not only your relationship with her will be in harms way, other things will..

right now, i dont even know why is my heart aching. maybe because of what my friend tell me; to just leaver her. i dont know.

but right now, i seriously need a good long sleep...