it hurts me badly.. that someone from tumblr can meet you..
while I am stuck few thousand miles away from you :(
every day I keep yearning to be able to see you..
to be able to feel you.. to be able to show my affection to you..
not just to see you in my screen.. hearing your voice over the phone..
and looking at your photo >__<

you dont know how hurtful it is to say when you said
"no one is waiting right???"

i was on the verge of blowing up in your face..
but i didnt.. i keep thinking you are different..and you are..
i hope you are different, dont make me regret loving you and trusting you..

despite the distance, I still love you so much..

now I feel like crying now.. :( haiz

i know it is alil dumb but this is how I feel..
I hope you feel happy

I want you to be my girlfriend <3


Dear father, I pray that You would guide me in every step i take and every words i say to her.. I also pray that Your favor would bless this relationship.. I place this relationship into Yours hands.. Amen!