..::..sadness doesnt change a thing..::..

on my way to work..

in the car..

i kept our messages in my phone..

i started read the first text message that you send to me..

i started smiling and i was listening to our song

~Boys like Girl - Two is better than one~

then slowly, my heart sank..

i started to remember how I used to annoy you..

saying things like you are so pretty!!! or you have rosy cheeks..

and then after that, i would hug you and say sorry..

And then starting calling you by your nicknames..

i started to recall all the memories that we used to share..

when i got to hold and hug you when you are sick..

just to make sure you can feel alright and secure because of what you have been through..

i started to remember all the nights where put my ring-tone a little louder just to make sure i can hear your message if you can't sleep..

and need me by your side..

i missed how we can talk the whole day about anything and everything..

i missed how i can just look at you and you will look back and i'll smile..

i missed walking you to work and back to your place..

i missed how I can say i love you in person to you..

but now the two of us have lost all of it..

all we are to each other now is just stranger..

until today, i still feel its my fault and i ruined everything..

every time i see you at work, i always pretend that everything is alright..

but when half of the time, i keep on wishing that we can talk again like used too..

i'm have been waiting and standing here..

just in case, one day when you need me, i'll just be there for you..

-Coz baby, two is better than one-

~Boys Like Girls~

-sniff sniff sobs-