...how come...

it was all so good when I was with you
i felt so happy
i havent felt like that for such a long time

now i feel so close but yet so far
i can see you but i can touch you
hold you
hug you
let alone talk to you like a normal person

i know i did some wrong
i know it's pitiful how i want to fix things

everytime i look at you
i see both the good times
but i also see what mistakes i made
and how i hurt you so badly ='(

now i feel that i rather continuing arguing with you
rather than not having you talking to me at all
i always knew that our arguments were the only way i could talk to you
but i guess it took a big toll on me

right now, i just dont know anymore..
until today, i still love you for who you are
i could never see you in a different perspective..
i still can remember some of the stuff you used to tell me..
whenever i'm out with my friends, i will somehow feel sad
because if things didnt turn out it was
maybe you'll be beside me and getting to know some of my friend

and i will say this again..
you'll never understand some stuffs..
because you dont bother listening to me
because you dont bother finding out the real me

so how come? i still feel so hurt ><

sniff!!! sniff!!!