i'm very sorry

I sometimes think who is at fault..
I feel its always me..
I sometimes says the meanest thing..
I'm sorry Angel..
Because I don't want you to go..
When I was talking to you..
I just felt that you were going to go away..
As i'm typing this..
Ters streaming down my face..
The moments when we are together..
The time we spent together..
It is the best thing in my life..
It so beautiful and amazing..
Sometimes I wonder whether am I in wonderland with you..

I'm sorry for everything.. I never meant for it to happen.. I didn't meant what I said to you..
You have to understand that I was hurt deeply with the things u keep on reinforcing.. But I still let you because you are more precious than I am.. I never want you to get hurt but in the end, I was the one who is doing it.. You also got sick because me.. what have I ever done that is nice for you? sobs

I love every little thing about you.. To forget you is like ripping my other side of my heart.. Dig my own grave and throw it back in again.. yes again..

All I ever wanted, ever since I fall for you, is to just be with you..
I wanna love you..
I wanna be addicted to your presence..
I wanna hold you always..
I wanna surprise you with something new every time I see you..

So dont think less of yourself.. because I never do and never will..
Sometimes try to think things from my point of view..

I know you love to have me around :)
There things I can see it in your eyes but I will just ignore it because I know you are strong..
You don't give up so easily.. I know you can fight it.. Even if u cant, I'm around to help..

Hope you get to read this.. I'm sorry for being so hurtful..
Love you always my precious Angel...

I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

~ Avril Lavigne - Innocence ~

This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

~ Avril Lavigne - Innocence ~

Remember what you asked me when the day you told me you like me..
"What is something that you wanna buy?"
"What am I so different from the girls at the workplace since you are so nice to all of them?"
"Why are you attracted to me?"

"You are my shining star!"=')

I remember that day u told me that I was your bunny and your shining star..
I was so happy.. I feel so special every time u whisper that in my ear during work.. =)

I hope u get to read this.. cause I seriously miss you and I wanna see you..
Sometimes its not all about me.. sobz..

sorry that I stabbed your heart.. it was wrong of me and I'm sorry.. its my fault...