Got worse

I thought that of this every week when I work. I will see how many days I can see her.

This week was abit hard me for me to visit because our work time are jumbled up.
That's cool.

Her parents flew from M'sia to Melb to see the family and also visiting relative for Chinese New Year. That's OK with me. I'll just see her at work.

My boss just fired someone and I have to replace some of his shift.
That's just not cool at all.

I'll be working my ass off. On top of that, I don't get see her that often. Plus I haven't even gave her my Valentine's Day present.

Seriously, I really miss her alot today. Just feel weird not seeing her. I wanted to go to work to see her but she told me I shouldn't come and that I needed to rest. I really wanted to see her. In the end I just listen to her. Sigh.

To tell you the truth, I feel kind of sad now. I seriously wanted to see her. It just feels weird not being able to see her. With the workplace like this now, I can't help but feel abit stress. Like I don't know how to juggle between her and everything else. Like I really wanna spend heaps of time with her, seriously like spend time with her. I really really really really really really miss her. Sigh!!!

When I think about it, I can see her at work is when I need to treasure every moment of it.
It will be another week more b4 I go back to uni with assignments and exams. That also I will have to juggle.


I know that we can both get through this because I love that why I'm taking the risk and the amount of stress. I also know that God is in the midst of our relationship. I know I can do it through His Grace and Righteousness.

ps: she just called me and now I'm feeling abit chirpy.. hahahaha... seriously, I love talking to her.. Helps me think and calm my nerves a lil when I'm a lil stress.. If I look at her smile,rosy cheeks, I'll be happiest man.. :)

anyways, love you MAL