New Skin

Hey Hey..

I decided its time to change my blog skin..
I was look towards more of a scrapbook kinda skin..
But i couldnt find a good one..
I will change it during the month or next

This week has been tiring for me.. Study! Study! then Scream!
HAHAHAHA!!!

Yesterday, I was really angry @ someone because of what he was doing..
Partly is that and partly is because I was abit angry that my mum isnt allowing to go to church..
Well, he was sort of demanding respect from a lil girl..
The way he did was kinda like bullying.. So I got really angry..

We both argued and quite badly.. When he continued demanding the respect the wants...
I pushed him.. and I nearly wanted to threw a punch @ him..
Which I think its wrong.. Becoz there's more than one way to persuade someone..
But for some reason, I dont tolerate ppl being purposely mean to a girl..
Or mistreat a girl esp. not my friends..
There was time when someone I knew had someone taking advantage of them..
Well, I found out.. I was furious.. But I couldnt do anything but pray..
Coz I was already here.. But if I was back home, that person wont drop on the floor the moment I see him.. *kinda bold words for a soft guy*
If its between friends then its alright..
But yeah.. then I realised that I think I hurt him kinda badly..
Not as in physically but emotionally..

I feel so bad after that.. Then, I was listening to my W910i phone..
Was listening to Hillsong - You hold me now & We are The Redeemed.. I was crying..
Becoz I miss being in church... Becoz of the kind of atmosphere that place brings..
I just feel happy when I'm in church.. And singing praise and worship with my friends..
And the other thing is I got convicted by the Holy Spirit..
Of what I did and that anger that blinded me..
I'm rarely that angry.. My friends will always tell you I'm either crazy, funny, weird, quiet, or they dont know me.. hahaha

Speaking of friends, I miss them very much and the new one I made: rachel..
i really hope I cant go home end of this year..

I rather fail in originality then excel in imitation