Friday, March 13, 2009

Jane's Dream

Date: 9th March

Time: 9.40am

Song: The Classic Crime - Headlights

I had one of those dreams that I wish I would just leave it out of my mind.

The dream was about her. It was something that she wanted to tell me. For some reason, she never got the chance because I woke up. She was with two of my other friends and she was beautiful as ever. Her dressing was a bit weird though because she was wearing blue jean and a green vest. The green vest wasn’t really green just a smooth green colour. I don’t know whether this is something real or is it just a figment of my subconscious mind that is trying to make retarded stuff up. I know it has been quite a while since it happen; to be exact is about 8 months plus; but it feels really raw like it just happen last week. I have moved on but it will always be that something that sort of changed me, I think. That something has also taught me many things that are important.

‘Save all the answers and I will let you go.’

‘Please don’t fix the headlights off, the oncoming caller is alone.’

When do the dreams stop reoccurring

Is it when I decide to stop caring

When the pain does go away

Is it because I have found the world best pain-killer

When do I stop juggling the icy thorns

Is it when I have finally found someone to take it away

And heal me along the way

Perseverance seems bleak

Breaking the chain seems forever

Trying to loosen those shackles seems impossible

But when does it seems possible

Is it when I have found the key?

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