I always wonder which is worse; having someone that you can hold and kiss or having no one and wonder all the time that if you ever had the chance to how you feel?

If you say it all and it doesn't end well, then things would be different.
If you don't, it kills you inside from just thinking about it.

I really like you maybe I should stop.
Maybe I should just hang on to it. I don't know whether or not this thing that I have is real.
If I stop thinking about, I will just forget about it. When I decided to thinking about it again, it comes back like a rush of emotions. The warm feeling that I get everytime I look into your eyes or be around you. You probably haven't realise this but I'm always happy whenever I'm around you.

I remember when I saw you again after a long time. I was happpy yet, I'm not fully because you are the only one. I hate myself sometimes for doing this to myself; forcing myself to make decisions that I don't want to or decisions that could rip my apart. But then, you don't know any of thses do you. Cause there is no point you know.

I aint excatly the kinda of guy that you will like
Everytime I think about it, I feel so sad not because I can't tell you. It's because I have choose between you. Why is it so pain hard for me to just be happy with you and not being able to make freaking decisons.

'The problem that I created is that what I don't know but is what I have known.'