It seems whenever there is holidays in M’sia, there’s only 2 things I hear from my friends: I’m so bored which I hear a lot from my sister and I got camp which also I hear a lot. Hehehe!!! Anyways, my blog isn’t about my friends, it’s more towards what I have to say. The two previous blog isn’t about me being emotional or angry or whatever.
It’s more about me actually putting away stuff and think about why am I here, how did I get, and how am I doing from a third person view. I’m not being self-conscious but I’m just reassuring myself of who I am really. Sometimes it’s good to be emo but people have know where to draw the line where it’s enough and end up being self-pity or having others pity your situation. Life is too short to be emo or depressed over things. Life is about making friends or experience stuff or do the things you love but at the same time, don’t slip down the road of evil.
It’s never wrong to be who you are. I have been reading my cousin’s blog, actually, he’s just my friend. Hahaha. Cause same sir-name so call him cousin. He’s sean5c. His 5 c stands for chunted, crazy, cool, caring, and something. Sorry man. Haha. Anyways, he has been blogging about people trying to fit or changing themselves to fit in. I would say that don’t be. Don’t change just because the crowd wants you. I’m speaking as a Christian. We are called to be the light and salt to the earth. We are the one that will break and go against what the world thinks. If you look around, a lot of the things that we do are pretty much the stuff we watch or listen from the media. Some of them are pretty cool e.g. fashion, music, and etc. It’s not wrong to be different.
Some of my close friends or my blog reader would know that I grew being different and I’m the odd one. I never have much friend until I enter S.O.R or Chempaka USj. Why in the world they change? I like SOR. Anyways, I really love my friends and my friends ranged from the age of 10 to 20ish. Btw, I like children because they keep you energize and you just love them because of their smile and their carefree life. I remember I have a young friend in the magic school bus. Her name is Patricia and she’s the cutest girl in the world. I hope she remembers me. Hahaha. I slowly had friends and I love them all. Some of us have gone through hard times but we managed to pull each other through and are still friends.
These friends are the ones that I’m grateful for. Well, my friends didn’t just stopped in SOR. I had friends from Chempaka PJ. They are pretty sweet people e.g. sean5c, sing song aka Christine, Kathy, mun mun, and that’s all. The rest are my cousins. It’s always pretty sweet to have friends from another centre because if you ever go there, you won’t be lonely.
Lately, I have made another friend, Rachel which soon, oops, sorry Rachel. She’s pretty cool and I can’t wait to fly back and see her. She’s probably crazier than me but we’ll see who is crazier. In order to do that, we will test who can make Reena go crazy. Haha. Anyways, I’m happy that Reena made friends with her. Rachel can keep Reena company or someone to fill Reena’s void for someone to be crazy with her. Btw, I have come to realised that Reena haven’t found anyone that she can bully and just so you know, Reena enjoys bullying me with KC and Esther. Why you may ask? Because they know straight well that I won’t fight back but that doesn’t mean that I’m easily being pushed around by them. Hahaha. In return, I irritate the effing out of them and trust me; I will irritate them until they scream at me. MUAHAHAHAHA!!! Anyways, sometimes I don’t because I’m too nice.
PS: Effing is not %#$&. It’s a word Reena or Izzy, as what Rachel calls her, taught me. At first, I thought she was swearing again. Girl!!! You can’t be a happy emo or just emo without me. Both of us are emo buddies.
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