Miss her so much!!!

You made me feel alive because of the way I loved you

Mundane was never there because there was always you

Sitting alone in a thought full of regret and sadness

Wishes could not be made come true

Tears could only show the sorrow

All the things that you were

I could never say it to you

Love has found a way when I saw you

Now it is slowly leaking out

Heart feels like needles piecing every time I think of you

Everything is so unclear now

Yesterday is gone

Tomorrow is already too late

Now is dead

I only blame myself for this

My inability to cease the time I have lost

Words left unspoken

Thoughts left unheard

As my body slowly stands up again

As my head looking up the sun

As my eyes run out of tears

As my mind break the chain of regret

As my heart break the chain of sorrow, pain, and lovelessness

I have to start a new life full of love and regrets

But you will always be in my heart

Diary of Jane