Read the previous blog before you read this because it’s sort of ties together. Title of the Blog is She!
It’s like 1am now. I’m supposed to DO MY ASSIGNMENT but I decided to listen to music and blog at the same time. Listening to music helps to align myself again. I feel more me when I’m listening to music. Music is one of the things I wish that it would never go away. Without music or drumming or singing, I’m probably sitting in a mental hospital. I was thinking as I was listening to music and doing my assignment. How meaningless my life has been and how painful it was. But then out of those painful experiences, I gain new experiences, able to climb new heights, and be more mature and open-minded. But then, whenever I felt sad or just thinking about that girl, I’ll hop unto my drum set and just play any songs that I like e.g. dirty little secret, Christian songs, some underOath, diary of jane, hero/heroine (still learning), great escape, only one, ocean avenue, face down, and etc.
Talking about painful experience, nothing is more painful than being dumped by your partner. That I would say is ranked I think the top 20 most painful experience that could ever happen. About BGR (Boy Girl Relationship), girls out there if there are girl readers, please and please whenever you break up with a boy DO NOT go around the bush like “You were such a great guy and stuff”. Coz boys can see through this kind of crap and instantly know that ‘this is gonna be bad ‘. Guys are not dumb. If a guy really is in love with you, he’ll know when things are going to be bad. He’ll know what and when is the best to cheer you up. I used to be in one but things just weren’t what I anticipated and it didn’t happen only once. But yea, just keep it straight forward and tell him the reason. The guy would normally have more respect for you rather than you going around the bush trying to explain things, which is really bad. Since the guy is being slowly hurt by your words and trying to hold his heart together even when it’s falling apart, it is not the best thing to do. For guys, also do the same thing, sometimes a chick’s heart is more fragile than you can see from the surface.
I have been in both situation and I hope in near future, I don’t have to go through that kind of ordeal again. Sadly, I’m now sort of stuck in a love situation that I think I might be able to get out. Wish I hope I can because it’s sort of driving me mad and on top of that, I have assignments and readings to do. *SIGH*
Well, what do you expect; I’m just an ordinary guy living in an extra-ordinary life in a wonderland that never was.
How cool is my blog area called!!! Wonderland that never was :P
*Tell me if you don't like it* :P
And it’s like 2ish am here. I think I better get some sleep because I got 3 classes tomorrow. Hahaha
My next blog would probably be why I called this blog “Wonderland That Never Was”
Peace Out
~J’son~
PS: Drop me a comment if you want me to blog about that or comment me for fun :P
I’m still working on getting a C-box; it won’t appear on my blog! Dumb Crap-box!! Haha Just kidding
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